Spent most of the night bawling over Sherlock fanfics.
I find myself longing for someone to lay next to, someone to keep me from nightmares, someone who will hold my hand to calm me when I'm anxious, and whisper sweet nothings in my ear as we're falling asleep. Someone to wake up next to, sunlight pouring in through the blinds, and into my heart. Someone to keep me safe. For now, I'll put on my biggest flannel shirt and curl up in bed, just trying to breathe, hoping to dream of better things.
I hate intimacy, but it's far worse having nothing at all, sometimes.
#Making a Sherlock/John fanmix.
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