Tuesday, February 1, 2011

dear darkness.



Winter never ends. It just goes on and on--I wish someone would come along and melt the ice, and my heart, too. I want to see the world with fresh eyes; wake up and feel the sun on my face and life in my body, with the possibility to do anything. I want spring, I want inspiration, I want love.
There's an aching in my bones, an emptiness inside me, and as I wake up, I dread the hours of the day, to survive and live to see tomorrow, which will be the same as today, and the day before. Everything is heavy.

Things I want to do:
 Start exercising and eating better; lose weight.
 Create more--moleskine pages, drawing  and painting.
 Take more photos with my disposable camera.
 Go visit my brother up north.

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